1 00:00:00,567 --> 00:00:03,167 (serene guitar music) 2 00:01:01,133 --> 00:01:02,700 - Scape, or? 3 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:03,667 - Charity. 4 00:01:04,633 --> 00:01:06,667 - I have dibs on that. 5 00:01:06,767 --> 00:01:09,467 - You could scan it, make copies. 6 00:01:09,567 --> 00:01:10,600 - Good plan. 7 00:01:11,767 --> 00:01:12,867 - What do you want done with these? 8 00:01:12,967 --> 00:01:13,833 - Oh. 9 00:01:16,167 --> 00:01:17,933 Silly of me, I guess. 10 00:01:36,867 --> 00:01:37,733 Lilly said 11 00:01:39,533 --> 00:01:43,100 that your marriage didn't work out. 12 00:01:43,200 --> 00:01:45,767 I'm really sorry to hear that. 13 00:01:46,767 --> 00:01:48,800 - My heart wasn't in it. 14 00:01:49,600 --> 00:01:50,633 She knew it. 15 00:01:59,633 --> 00:02:02,500 (ethereal music) 16 00:02:21,267 --> 00:02:23,100 (exhales) 17 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:26,167 - [Alan] So much for quittin'. 18 00:02:26,267 --> 00:02:28,067 - Tell me first, Al said. 19 00:02:28,100 --> 00:02:29,067 - Yeah. 20 00:02:30,067 --> 00:02:33,100 You pull out the music, I'll hum it. 21 00:02:40,267 --> 00:02:43,367 (cell phone ringing) 22 00:02:44,333 --> 00:02:45,933 Hello, Alan Harper. 23 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:49,533 Hello Orlie, how are you? 24 00:02:50,533 --> 00:02:51,400 Orla. 25 00:02:53,300 --> 00:02:55,333 Right well I'll, 26 00:02:55,433 --> 00:02:58,833 square it with Lill and get back to ya. 27 00:02:58,933 --> 00:03:01,400 No, I will today, don't worry. 28 00:03:01,500 --> 00:03:03,533 Okay, alright then tada. 29 00:03:05,100 --> 00:03:08,200 They're gettin' together before the flat sells this weekend. 30 00:03:08,300 --> 00:03:09,833 - Will Charlotte be there? 31 00:03:09,933 --> 00:03:10,800 - Yeah. 32 00:03:11,667 --> 00:03:12,600 And Victor. 33 00:03:14,500 --> 00:03:16,200 You're afraid, aren't ya? 34 00:03:16,300 --> 00:03:18,067 Seein' everyone? 35 00:03:18,133 --> 00:03:19,667 - Why not. 36 00:03:19,767 --> 00:03:20,500 Oy. 37 00:03:20,600 --> 00:03:21,733 - Oy, oy! 38 00:03:21,833 --> 00:03:23,667 On scratching that. 39 00:03:23,767 --> 00:03:26,467 I'll hunt you down, go on. 40 00:03:26,567 --> 00:03:28,267 (men talking in the distance) 41 00:03:28,367 --> 00:03:29,800 - He's different. 42 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:33,467 The scarf and the bum. 43 00:03:33,567 --> 00:03:34,833 Had it seen to. 44 00:03:36,700 --> 00:03:38,267 - Plastic surgery? 45 00:03:39,667 --> 00:03:41,400 You used to blather how your looks were a curse, 46 00:03:41,500 --> 00:03:42,767 not a blessing. 47 00:03:47,067 --> 00:03:50,367 - We need to talk about something, mom. 48 00:03:50,467 --> 00:03:51,767 Dad? 49 00:03:51,867 --> 00:03:52,700 A word. 50 00:04:00,100 --> 00:04:01,667 You know how they bought in that thing about 51 00:04:01,767 --> 00:04:03,333 buying council houses? 52 00:04:03,433 --> 00:04:05,067 And you said you'd be six foot under 53 00:04:05,133 --> 00:04:08,167 before that day ever dawned for you? 54 00:04:12,867 --> 00:04:14,333 That day is here. 55 00:04:16,233 --> 00:04:17,067 - I rang a load of estate agents 56 00:04:17,133 --> 00:04:20,167 and got a few valuations out of 'em. 57 00:04:23,600 --> 00:04:24,600 - It's too much, we can't. 58 00:04:24,700 --> 00:04:26,433 - No, no, no, no, look, we made a packet 59 00:04:26,533 --> 00:04:29,300 selling our own place and Lilly's business has taken off 60 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:30,133 like a bloody Exerset. 61 00:04:30,233 --> 00:04:31,700 I've got a few irons in the fire, 62 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:34,333 as it were, so to speak, so, 63 00:04:34,433 --> 00:04:38,067 you know, posh, posh, as Mr Rumfield'd say. 64 00:04:39,233 --> 00:04:43,467 It's not like we've got children to share it with, is it? 65 00:04:55,233 --> 00:04:57,500 - Appreciate it, thank you. 66 00:04:59,900 --> 00:05:01,667 - Hey, come here. 67 00:05:01,767 --> 00:05:02,800 - Thank you. 68 00:05:11,233 --> 00:05:13,333 - Well, that's what they say, isn't it? 69 00:05:13,433 --> 00:05:15,967 Money can't buy you happiness? 70 00:05:18,100 --> 00:05:20,700 (somber music) 71 00:05:22,967 --> 00:05:25,067 - Here West was meeting East 72 00:05:25,133 --> 00:05:27,400 in one huge whoop of joy. 73 00:05:27,500 --> 00:05:29,800 (cheering) 74 00:05:32,067 --> 00:05:34,067 More duration here. 75 00:05:34,167 --> 00:05:36,733 Few commentators predicted such seismic political change 76 00:05:36,833 --> 00:05:38,733 was drifting through so fast. (phone ringing) 77 00:05:38,833 --> 00:05:39,900 And dig out that Thatcher piece we did 78 00:05:40,067 --> 00:05:41,433 on how a single German state 79 00:05:41,533 --> 00:05:42,533 would distort the power balance in Europe. 80 00:05:42,633 --> 00:05:43,833 Charlotte Pew. 81 00:05:44,667 --> 00:05:46,300 - [Victor] Hello Miss Pew. 82 00:05:46,400 --> 00:05:47,533 - Hello. 83 00:05:47,633 --> 00:05:49,800 Listen Orla called, the farewell due for the flat 84 00:05:49,900 --> 00:05:51,267 is this weekend. 85 00:05:53,200 --> 00:05:55,067 - We'll need to sort childcare for Emma. 86 00:05:55,100 --> 00:05:56,933 - Well why don't we take her with us? 87 00:05:57,067 --> 00:05:59,533 We haven't seen anyone since the move up North. 88 00:05:59,633 --> 00:06:01,400 She can finally meet everyone. 89 00:06:01,500 --> 00:06:03,267 - She'll be bored silly! 90 00:06:03,367 --> 00:06:04,567 She can stay with a friend, I'll make some calls. 91 00:06:04,667 --> 00:06:05,633 See you later. 92 00:06:05,733 --> 00:06:08,500 (phone hangs up) 93 00:06:13,167 --> 00:06:15,933 (crowd bustling) 94 00:06:33,533 --> 00:06:34,800 - Any joy? 95 00:06:34,900 --> 00:06:39,067 - No, I'm the man of the moon and they're bloody queuing up. 96 00:06:39,100 --> 00:06:40,533 What have we got? 97 00:06:40,633 --> 00:06:42,700 - A no from Dennis Heely. 98 00:06:42,800 --> 00:06:44,267 And Roy Hadersly says he has no vacancies 99 00:06:44,367 --> 00:06:46,067 for an SDP refugee. 100 00:06:47,267 --> 00:06:47,967 (scoffs) 101 00:06:48,067 --> 00:06:50,067 - Unforgiving bloody bunch. 102 00:06:50,100 --> 00:06:51,400 - Want me to try Gordon Brown? 103 00:06:51,500 --> 00:06:52,967 See if he's an opening? 104 00:06:53,067 --> 00:06:56,467 - I'd as soon have a root canal. 105 00:06:56,567 --> 00:06:58,933 - You've got a visitor. 106 00:06:59,067 --> 00:07:01,800 She said you were expecting her. 107 00:07:09,067 --> 00:07:10,567 - Copies of the bills you're after. 108 00:07:10,667 --> 00:07:13,533 Rights, utilities, and the tenancy agreement. 109 00:07:13,633 --> 00:07:14,833 - Fantastic 110 00:07:14,933 --> 00:07:17,100 - You are coming this weekend, Jack? 111 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:18,267 It's important we're all there. 112 00:07:18,367 --> 00:07:19,933 - Do the others know yet? 113 00:07:20,067 --> 00:07:22,300 - I said it's a get together to say goodbye to the flat. 114 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:23,500 - Jay? 115 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:25,400 - [Orla] The same. 116 00:07:25,500 --> 00:07:27,767 - If he won't listen to you, why would he to the rest of us? 117 00:07:27,867 --> 00:07:30,533 - Because we're the closest thing to a family he's got. 118 00:07:30,633 --> 00:07:32,933 If enough of us say the same thing, he'll have to listen. 119 00:07:33,067 --> 00:07:35,067 - He won't thank you for ambushing him. 120 00:07:35,100 --> 00:07:37,067 - I'll not sit by and do nothin' 121 00:07:37,100 --> 00:07:40,233 while he does a kamikaze on his entire life. 122 00:07:40,333 --> 00:07:41,433 - [Man] Jack? 123 00:07:42,733 --> 00:07:44,533 - I'll let ya get on. 124 00:07:45,367 --> 00:07:48,100 - You and he look for somewhere together, or...? 125 00:07:48,200 --> 00:07:51,067 - If he's still speakin' to me after the weekend. 126 00:07:51,133 --> 00:07:53,233 - Things as they are now, 127 00:07:55,333 --> 00:07:57,933 I have no choice but to sell Orlie. 128 00:07:58,067 --> 00:07:59,700 - I have to move on. 129 00:08:07,367 --> 00:08:08,800 - I no longer believe it possible 130 00:08:08,900 --> 00:08:11,667 to resolve that conflict from within this government. 131 00:08:11,767 --> 00:08:13,267 That is why I have resigned. 132 00:08:13,367 --> 00:08:14,400 (knocking door) 133 00:08:14,500 --> 00:08:16,967 In doing so, I've done what I believe to be right. 134 00:08:17,067 --> 00:08:18,067 - Do you have any washin' that needs done? 135 00:08:18,167 --> 00:08:18,867 - Oh, yeah. 136 00:08:18,967 --> 00:08:20,367 (news continues) 137 00:08:20,467 --> 00:08:21,867 One second. 138 00:08:21,967 --> 00:08:22,700 - You have off tonight? 139 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:25,067 - Yeah, shh, he's sleeping. 140 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:29,133 - Thank you very much. 141 00:08:29,233 --> 00:08:30,733 - Thanks. 142 00:08:30,833 --> 00:08:31,967 Not too late, Jay. 143 00:08:32,067 --> 00:08:36,267 They're gettin' here before lunch tomorrow, remember? 144 00:08:43,500 --> 00:08:44,367 - Oy. 145 00:08:46,967 --> 00:08:47,933 Hey beauty. 146 00:08:48,900 --> 00:08:51,533 (men laughing) 147 00:08:58,633 --> 00:09:01,900 (pensive piano music) 148 00:09:02,867 --> 00:09:05,133 (laughing) 149 00:09:10,667 --> 00:09:12,933 (laughing) 150 00:09:14,267 --> 00:09:16,133 - [Alan] Oh god, what? 151 00:09:23,467 --> 00:09:25,367 (cell phone rings) 152 00:09:25,467 --> 00:09:26,367 - Hello? 153 00:09:28,367 --> 00:09:29,233 Ah. 154 00:09:30,467 --> 00:09:33,533 We're all here, except for you. 155 00:09:33,633 --> 00:09:35,200 I'll see you then. 156 00:09:37,200 --> 00:09:38,667 Stuck in traffic. 157 00:09:40,467 --> 00:09:42,767 (laughing) 158 00:09:49,267 --> 00:09:51,567 - [Jack] So what's with the facial hair eh? 159 00:09:51,667 --> 00:09:53,167 - [Lilly] He's going through a Tom Selleck phase. 160 00:09:53,267 --> 00:09:54,233 - Who said it was a phase? 161 00:09:54,333 --> 00:09:55,900 (laughing) 162 00:09:56,067 --> 00:09:57,133 Cheers everyone. 163 00:09:57,233 --> 00:10:00,267 (glasses clinking) 164 00:10:00,367 --> 00:10:02,233 - [Lilly] So is Victor not going us Charlie? 165 00:10:02,333 --> 00:10:03,767 - He's dropping Emma off at her cousin's in Kapam. 166 00:10:03,867 --> 00:10:04,833 - Pity. 167 00:10:04,933 --> 00:10:07,567 I was looking forward to meeting her finally. 168 00:10:07,667 --> 00:10:09,733 - Seven years now, Charlie. 169 00:10:09,833 --> 00:10:11,333 - Eight. 170 00:10:11,433 --> 00:10:12,300 Truly. 171 00:10:14,267 --> 00:10:17,567 - Orla told me about your mother. 172 00:10:17,667 --> 00:10:20,100 How it was you who found her. 173 00:10:23,633 --> 00:10:26,967 - So, now the SDP's folded, what's next? 174 00:10:27,767 --> 00:10:29,133 Throw your lot in with Labor again? 175 00:10:29,233 --> 00:10:30,200 - There'll be snowplows in Hell 176 00:10:30,300 --> 00:10:32,867 before Kennick lets us lot back in the fold, no. 177 00:10:32,967 --> 00:10:35,433 He blames us for his humiliation at the polls. 178 00:10:35,533 --> 00:10:37,267 By splitting the vote we let Thatcher back in. 179 00:10:37,367 --> 00:10:39,600 - What exactly does a special advisor do? 180 00:10:39,700 --> 00:10:42,233 - Ah they're ghosts in the political machine, Jay. 181 00:10:42,333 --> 00:10:43,967 The power behind a throne. 182 00:10:44,067 --> 00:10:47,033 - Or the fall guy when things go down the pamp. 183 00:10:47,133 --> 00:10:50,567 - Charlotte, how's life in the North? 184 00:10:50,667 --> 00:10:53,000 Still keeping call in buff are they? (laughing) 185 00:10:53,100 --> 00:10:55,000 - They have to keep it somewhere, don't they? 186 00:10:55,100 --> 00:10:56,700 - We're still waitin' on our invite. 187 00:10:56,800 --> 00:10:58,200 - Turn the cup. 188 00:10:58,300 --> 00:11:01,667 - Give the poor bitch a break. (laughs) 189 00:11:01,767 --> 00:11:04,067 Oh I caught your credit, 190 00:11:04,133 --> 00:11:06,800 on their box again the other night. 191 00:11:06,900 --> 00:11:10,167 I felt absurdly proud of you, actually. 192 00:11:13,767 --> 00:11:14,700 Motherhood. 193 00:11:15,667 --> 00:11:17,067 How's that been? 194 00:11:17,100 --> 00:11:19,300 Best thing that's ever happened to me. 195 00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:20,267 Bar none. 196 00:11:22,633 --> 00:11:24,100 And you? 197 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:26,200 What's with you on the home front? 198 00:11:26,300 --> 00:11:27,100 - Well as it happen-- 199 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:28,533 - What's the deal with Hezzletine's bid 200 00:11:28,633 --> 00:11:30,867 for the leadership jack? 201 00:11:30,967 --> 00:11:32,267 Think Maggie'll survive it? 202 00:11:32,367 --> 00:11:34,400 - If she can survive the debacle of the poll tax, 203 00:11:34,500 --> 00:11:37,700 she can survive Tarzan doing his worst, I'm sure. 204 00:11:37,800 --> 00:11:39,867 (chuckling) No I think she'll manage. 205 00:11:39,967 --> 00:11:40,700 She'll manage. - Here he is. 206 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:43,100 - Come on, big girl. 207 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:45,100 Sorry we're late. 208 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:46,800 - Why did you not take her to Clepper? 209 00:11:46,900 --> 00:11:49,133 - [Victor] Their youngest had chicken pox. 210 00:11:49,233 --> 00:11:50,433 - [Orla] And this must be Emma! 211 00:11:50,533 --> 00:11:53,300 - Yes, and this is Lilly, Alan's wife. 212 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:54,233 This is Jay the doctor. 213 00:11:54,333 --> 00:11:55,100 - [Jay] Hello, Emma. 214 00:11:55,200 --> 00:11:56,467 - [Victor] And this is Jack. 215 00:11:56,567 --> 00:12:00,333 He used to share a house with Mummy and Daddy too. 216 00:12:00,433 --> 00:12:01,533 - Jesus, Jay! 217 00:12:02,900 --> 00:12:03,667 - [Orla] I'm on it, I'm on it. 218 00:12:03,767 --> 00:12:04,633 - Ah. 219 00:12:06,200 --> 00:12:07,800 I'm fine, I'm fine. 220 00:12:08,967 --> 00:12:10,467 - [Charlotte] It's alright darling, it's only a nosebleed. 221 00:12:10,567 --> 00:12:12,067 He'll be alright. 222 00:12:13,233 --> 00:12:14,900 Shall we get you some crisps? 223 00:12:15,067 --> 00:12:16,067 Yeah? 224 00:12:16,133 --> 00:12:17,700 Just this once, though. 225 00:12:17,800 --> 00:12:19,500 What would you like? 226 00:12:21,067 --> 00:12:23,500 (exclaiming) 227 00:12:25,433 --> 00:12:27,867 (laughing) 228 00:12:27,967 --> 00:12:31,400 - He's really bought into it, fatherhood. 229 00:12:31,500 --> 00:12:33,700 - [Charlotte] She made us complete. 230 00:12:33,800 --> 00:12:36,133 - [Lilly] Is that why you didn't have any more? 231 00:12:36,233 --> 00:12:39,367 - Victor says its like his color's invisible to her. 232 00:12:39,467 --> 00:12:44,167 Without our own, she'd always be reminded she's not his. 233 00:12:44,267 --> 00:12:47,433 I tell myself deceiving him is a necessary lie. 234 00:12:47,533 --> 00:12:49,300 For the greater good. 235 00:12:50,767 --> 00:12:55,500 - You didn't move to Manchester to hide her from everyone? 236 00:12:55,600 --> 00:12:56,867 Your so-called best friend 237 00:12:56,967 --> 00:12:59,067 cuts you out of their life for years, 238 00:12:59,133 --> 00:13:01,233 what do you expect, a red carpet? 239 00:13:01,333 --> 00:13:03,133 (melancholy music) 240 00:13:03,233 --> 00:13:04,733 - I had no choice! 241 00:13:05,733 --> 00:13:09,267 If I'd have stayed in London, stayed in touch, 242 00:13:09,367 --> 00:13:13,200 I would've made you a participant in the lie. 243 00:13:13,300 --> 00:13:15,700 - I'll remind you two of it. 244 00:13:27,733 --> 00:13:30,367 - [Jack] When do we do the deed? 245 00:13:30,467 --> 00:13:33,600 - When we get back to the flat. 246 00:13:33,700 --> 00:13:36,500 - Well make it sooner rather than later. 247 00:13:36,600 --> 00:13:39,533 My father's had another turn. 248 00:13:39,633 --> 00:13:42,300 I have to pop off and see him tonight. 249 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:43,133 - Had enough. 250 00:13:43,233 --> 00:13:43,967 - [Charlotte] Oh, Alan! 251 00:13:44,067 --> 00:13:45,400 - Orla. 252 00:13:45,500 --> 00:13:46,233 - Oh, my god. 253 00:13:46,333 --> 00:13:47,767 (exhales) 254 00:13:47,867 --> 00:13:49,567 - I've got a stitch. 255 00:13:51,067 --> 00:13:53,833 (groans) 256 00:13:53,933 --> 00:13:55,267 Hey this is where Karl Marx came 257 00:13:55,367 --> 00:13:58,900 when he was cranking out his theory of Communism. 258 00:13:59,067 --> 00:14:00,667 Must be turning his his bloody grave, 259 00:14:00,767 --> 00:14:03,533 seeing the whole edifice come crashing down. 260 00:14:03,633 --> 00:14:05,133 Still he got summit right. 261 00:14:05,233 --> 00:14:08,233 If Communism's about owning the means of production, 262 00:14:08,333 --> 00:14:09,833 then the information super highway, 263 00:14:09,933 --> 00:14:11,400 that's where it's at. 264 00:14:11,500 --> 00:14:14,067 I mean you can forget the Industrial Revolution, Jack. 265 00:14:14,100 --> 00:14:15,200 This is the electronic revolution, 266 00:14:15,300 --> 00:14:16,833 it's a global game changer. 267 00:14:16,933 --> 00:14:20,400 I'm talking about entire nations electronically connected. 268 00:14:20,500 --> 00:14:22,067 It's very exciting. 269 00:14:22,167 --> 00:14:25,333 (eerie music drowns out Alan speaking) 270 00:14:25,433 --> 00:14:26,900 We're looking at venture capital, 271 00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:29,933 it's a chance to come in at ground level. 272 00:14:30,067 --> 00:14:30,900 Jack? 273 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:32,667 Jack? 274 00:14:34,233 --> 00:14:35,200 - Ah sorry. 275 00:14:36,633 --> 00:14:39,067 The information, what is it? 276 00:14:40,100 --> 00:14:43,633 - On Saturday morning, I had ballet class, 277 00:14:44,533 --> 00:14:46,433 and Mummy and I went shopping. 278 00:14:46,533 --> 00:14:48,067 - [Charlotte] Two Ps, isn't it? 279 00:14:48,100 --> 00:14:50,167 One there, and one there. 280 00:14:50,267 --> 00:14:54,400 (eerie music drowns out talking) 281 00:15:04,200 --> 00:15:05,700 - [Reporter] The contest for the leadership 282 00:15:05,800 --> 00:15:08,467 of the conservative party has become increasingly bitter 283 00:15:08,567 --> 00:15:10,533 as we move closer to tomorrow's vote. 284 00:15:10,633 --> 00:15:11,700 Mrs Thatcher says-- 285 00:15:11,800 --> 00:15:14,133 - [Orla] Right, dig in guys. 286 00:15:15,833 --> 00:15:17,733 - [Alan] Yeah Orla, have you made enough? 287 00:15:17,833 --> 00:15:18,733 - [Jay] Still cooks for an army 288 00:15:18,833 --> 00:15:20,333 even though there's only two of here. 289 00:15:20,433 --> 00:15:22,267 - [Orla] You get through it, doncha? 290 00:15:22,367 --> 00:15:24,100 Cheers everyone. 291 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:26,067 (toasting) 292 00:15:26,133 --> 00:15:27,967 - We've still got our gin. 293 00:15:28,067 --> 00:15:29,733 - I'm multi-tasking. 294 00:15:31,333 --> 00:15:35,533 - Truth be told I've got you all here under false pretenses. 295 00:15:37,433 --> 00:15:41,500 Want to tell them what's been going on with you, Jay? 296 00:15:41,600 --> 00:15:43,867 Say I'm overreactin', fine. 297 00:15:44,700 --> 00:15:46,400 Let's see what people think 298 00:15:46,500 --> 00:15:49,600 when they find out what you're doing. 299 00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:51,833 (scoffs) 300 00:15:55,500 --> 00:15:59,433 - I'm afraid you've had a wasted trip, guys. 301 00:15:59,533 --> 00:16:01,700 Tonight's foreshow is cancelled. 302 00:16:01,800 --> 00:16:02,800 Indefinitely. 303 00:16:02,900 --> 00:16:03,833 - He's HIV. 304 00:16:06,133 --> 00:16:08,933 He was diagnosed six months ago. 305 00:16:09,067 --> 00:16:12,800 - Oh you're in on this as well, are you Jack? 306 00:16:15,233 --> 00:16:16,867 It's under control! 307 00:16:17,867 --> 00:16:19,800 I'm AZT, I'm doing fine. 308 00:16:19,900 --> 00:16:21,500 - [Orla] Except for the side effects. 309 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:23,200 - Is that what the nosebleed was about? 310 00:16:23,300 --> 00:16:25,333 - And there's more. 311 00:16:25,433 --> 00:16:29,333 He hasn't said anything to anyone at work about it. 312 00:16:29,433 --> 00:16:32,267 - You're allowed to do that? 313 00:16:32,367 --> 00:16:34,433 Operate when you've got AIDS? 314 00:16:34,533 --> 00:16:36,067 - [Jay] HIV is not AIDS. 315 00:16:36,100 --> 00:16:38,300 - [Jack] But it's the virus that leads to it. 316 00:16:38,400 --> 00:16:40,933 - Not in every case, it's not. 317 00:16:42,900 --> 00:16:44,500 You can't catch it from a handshake. 318 00:16:44,600 --> 00:16:46,433 From Princess Di I guess that much. 319 00:16:46,533 --> 00:16:47,967 - What if you have a nosebleed while you're operating? 320 00:16:48,067 --> 00:16:49,167 - [Alan] What if you cut yourself? 321 00:16:49,267 --> 00:16:51,267 - I've never cut myself in an operation, not once! 322 00:16:51,367 --> 00:16:52,900 - Before you operate on a child, 323 00:16:53,067 --> 00:16:56,300 you make sure the parents have the relevant information. 324 00:16:56,400 --> 00:16:58,200 So they can make an informed decision. 325 00:16:58,300 --> 00:16:59,900 What don't they have the right to know this too, Jay? 326 00:17:00,067 --> 00:17:01,833 - A surgeon can go home and hit the bottle! 327 00:17:01,933 --> 00:17:02,867 Do a line of coke, 328 00:17:02,967 --> 00:17:05,067 do you not think that affects his performance? 329 00:17:05,167 --> 00:17:08,467 I mean the patients don't know about that, do they? 330 00:17:08,567 --> 00:17:10,867 Look there's not one recorded case of HIV 331 00:17:10,967 --> 00:17:12,700 being transmitted by an infected doctor! 332 00:17:12,800 --> 00:17:14,667 - How about off the record? 333 00:17:14,767 --> 00:17:16,533 - It's not like you can't still practice medicine. 334 00:17:16,633 --> 00:17:17,767 There's radiography, research. 335 00:17:17,867 --> 00:17:20,267 (slams table) - I'm a surgeon! 336 00:17:20,367 --> 00:17:22,100 It's what I do! 337 00:17:22,200 --> 00:17:23,500 It's what I am. 338 00:17:24,400 --> 00:17:27,833 Jesus why do none of you bloody get that? 339 00:17:30,767 --> 00:17:34,067 (dramatic piano music) 340 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:05,067 - I think someone should go an talk to him. 341 00:18:05,167 --> 00:18:06,633 - Let him cool off a while. 342 00:18:06,733 --> 00:18:08,267 - Someone has to tell him what it would do to him, 343 00:18:08,367 --> 00:18:10,067 living with a lie like that year after year. 344 00:18:10,167 --> 00:18:12,433 (laughing) 345 00:18:14,133 --> 00:18:16,833 - Oh I'm sorry, that's just... 346 00:18:16,933 --> 00:18:19,367 It's outrage coming from you. 347 00:18:20,267 --> 00:18:21,233 Oh come on. 348 00:18:22,267 --> 00:18:24,300 Glass houses and stones. 349 00:18:24,400 --> 00:18:27,167 I mean I am to blame, too. 350 00:18:27,267 --> 00:18:30,733 I said to her when she told me about Jack and the baby, 351 00:18:30,833 --> 00:18:34,800 I said she should tell you that it was someone else's. 352 00:18:34,900 --> 00:18:36,433 A one night stand. 353 00:18:39,633 --> 00:18:43,100 She said, what was it you said Charlotte? 354 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:47,833 What kind of a person would that make me? 355 00:18:52,067 --> 00:18:53,900 Someone who wants it all ways, apparently. 356 00:18:54,067 --> 00:18:54,867 - Lilly. 357 00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:03,467 - Hey. 358 00:19:04,367 --> 00:19:06,333 I was in the dark, too. 359 00:19:15,333 --> 00:19:17,900 (door shuts) 360 00:19:18,067 --> 00:19:21,267 (dramatic piano music) 361 00:19:47,167 --> 00:19:49,067 - [Charlotte] Finally. 362 00:19:53,100 --> 00:19:53,833 - It's bloody-- 363 00:19:53,933 --> 00:19:54,667 - Jack-O! 364 00:19:54,767 --> 00:19:55,600 (laughing) 365 00:19:55,700 --> 00:19:57,233 - Here he is! 366 00:19:57,333 --> 00:19:58,433 Tardy bugger. 367 00:20:00,300 --> 00:20:01,167 - Lilly. 368 00:20:09,667 --> 00:20:11,800 We have a grizzly job eh? 369 00:20:11,900 --> 00:20:14,167 - You could say that. 370 00:20:14,267 --> 00:20:16,967 - And she was alone when it happened. 371 00:20:17,067 --> 00:20:19,833 Two weeks before they found here. 372 00:20:20,633 --> 00:20:23,933 - Maybe Jack should take a look at the safe? 373 00:20:24,033 --> 00:20:25,567 (laughing) 374 00:20:25,667 --> 00:20:27,033 - She had a fire safe. 375 00:20:27,133 --> 00:20:28,800 And we can't find the keys! 376 00:20:28,900 --> 00:20:30,300 - I'll be there. 377 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:53,933 (sighs) 378 00:20:54,033 --> 00:20:57,067 - I'll make a start on the bathroom. 379 00:21:01,367 --> 00:21:04,867 (thoughtful guitar music) 380 00:21:37,567 --> 00:21:39,600 - You could take it to a locksmith. 381 00:21:39,700 --> 00:21:41,400 Let them have go at it. 382 00:21:41,500 --> 00:21:42,867 - Well best not let it out of our sight 383 00:21:42,967 --> 00:21:45,167 till we know what's in it. 384 00:21:46,933 --> 00:21:49,967 - I'll get a locksmith to come here. 385 00:21:54,133 --> 00:21:57,467 We need to talk about her ashes. 386 00:21:57,567 --> 00:21:58,733 What to do with them? 387 00:21:58,833 --> 00:21:59,900 - Nothing in the will? 388 00:22:00,067 --> 00:22:00,900 - No. 389 00:22:06,067 --> 00:22:07,333 - I'll sort it. 390 00:22:28,500 --> 00:22:30,800 (chuckles) 391 00:22:30,900 --> 00:22:33,767 (vibrator buzzes) 392 00:22:40,633 --> 00:22:44,067 (thoughtful piano music) 393 00:22:52,567 --> 00:22:54,767 (panting) 394 00:22:59,067 --> 00:23:01,267 (sobbing) 395 00:23:17,967 --> 00:23:20,433 (door opens) 396 00:23:40,867 --> 00:23:44,933 - [Charlotte] It was while we were doing the detox for him. 397 00:23:45,067 --> 00:23:46,667 He was hurting. 398 00:23:46,767 --> 00:23:47,800 - Pity shag. 399 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,233 - Before she was born, when we were waiting to see-- 400 00:23:57,333 --> 00:23:59,133 - What color she was. 401 00:24:00,267 --> 00:24:02,067 - I'd made up my mind 402 00:24:03,533 --> 00:24:07,067 if it turned out she was his, I'd tell you the truth. 403 00:24:07,133 --> 00:24:09,500 Even if it meant losing you. 404 00:24:18,133 --> 00:24:20,067 But then you held her. 405 00:24:21,733 --> 00:24:24,600 And it wasn't just about what I'd lose anymore. 406 00:24:24,700 --> 00:24:26,733 - So you did it for her? 407 00:24:28,933 --> 00:24:32,600 Well then you're in the clear then, Charlie. 408 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:41,900 I won't pretend that the thought never crossed my mind. 409 00:24:42,067 --> 00:24:43,067 I dismissed it, 410 00:24:43,167 --> 00:24:47,567 on ground that you were incapable of such deception. 411 00:24:47,667 --> 00:24:49,067 You know when a witness lies in court, 412 00:24:49,100 --> 00:24:51,267 they're held in contempt? 413 00:24:52,667 --> 00:24:56,600 I've understood what that meant until just now. 414 00:24:59,167 --> 00:25:00,067 (pounds glass) 415 00:25:00,167 --> 00:25:03,667 I can't actually look at you right now. 416 00:25:03,767 --> 00:25:05,500 - Vicky I'm begging you, Victor! 417 00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:07,533 Forgive me, please try! 418 00:25:08,833 --> 00:25:09,700 Please! 419 00:25:14,333 --> 00:25:15,100 (door opens) 420 00:25:15,200 --> 00:25:18,300 (somber piano music) 421 00:26:27,133 --> 00:26:29,367 - That must be our faller. 422 00:26:30,700 --> 00:26:32,200 Tell Charlie I'll, 423 00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:35,900 I'll be in touch. 424 00:26:37,333 --> 00:26:39,067 - Sure, you go Jack. 425 00:26:40,900 --> 00:26:45,767 Leave someone else to pick up the pieces after you as usual. 426 00:26:45,867 --> 00:26:48,500 A trick I never quite mastered. 427 00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:03,800 - Good evening, good evening. 428 00:27:03,900 --> 00:27:05,267 (reporters talking over each other) 429 00:27:05,367 --> 00:27:07,267 I'm actually very pleased that I got 430 00:27:07,367 --> 00:27:10,300 more than half the Parliamentary Party 431 00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:12,500 and disappointed that it's not quite enough 432 00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:14,133 to win on the first ballot. 433 00:27:14,233 --> 00:27:16,100 So I confirm it is my intention 434 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:18,800 that my name go forward for the second ballot. 435 00:27:18,900 --> 00:27:21,733 (switches TV off) 436 00:27:28,667 --> 00:27:30,267 - Did he come back yet? 437 00:27:30,367 --> 00:27:31,200 Victor? 438 00:27:34,233 --> 00:27:35,733 - How anyone comes back from something like that, 439 00:27:35,833 --> 00:27:37,367 God only knows. 440 00:27:37,467 --> 00:27:40,800 - I thought you'd given up on all things Godly. 441 00:27:40,900 --> 00:27:44,567 - Oh I've occasion to call him now and then. 442 00:27:46,633 --> 00:27:48,600 - Say one for me while you're at it. 443 00:27:48,700 --> 00:27:49,933 - I always do. 444 00:27:53,767 --> 00:27:54,600 - Okay. 445 00:27:55,533 --> 00:27:56,400 You win. 446 00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:58,667 I'll tell them. 447 00:28:00,667 --> 00:28:02,467 - It's the right thing, Jay. 448 00:28:02,567 --> 00:28:03,300 I mean-- 449 00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:05,567 - You struck oil, Orla. 450 00:28:05,667 --> 00:28:08,433 There's no need to keep drilling. 451 00:28:09,867 --> 00:28:12,467 - So on a scale of one to 10, how mad are ya at me? 452 00:28:12,567 --> 00:28:15,267 (scoffs) 453 00:28:15,367 --> 00:28:17,300 - Off the bloody scale. 454 00:28:24,767 --> 00:28:26,633 - This too shall pass. 455 00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:32,667 (dramatic piano music) 456 00:28:48,733 --> 00:28:50,833 - [Charlotte] Is he here? 457 00:29:04,467 --> 00:29:05,200 (exhales) 458 00:29:05,300 --> 00:29:06,733 - Mystery solved. 459 00:29:08,867 --> 00:29:09,667 The move up north. 460 00:29:09,767 --> 00:29:12,733 Dropping out of sight all this time. 461 00:29:13,700 --> 00:29:15,067 I get it now. 462 00:29:15,167 --> 00:29:17,367 (exhales) 463 00:29:22,833 --> 00:29:26,633 What exactly do you want me to do about this, Charlie? 464 00:29:26,733 --> 00:29:27,600 Step up? 465 00:29:28,467 --> 00:29:30,200 Do the father thing? 466 00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:32,500 Or step back? 467 00:29:37,067 --> 00:29:41,100 I mean she already has a father, I get that too. 468 00:29:42,933 --> 00:29:44,600 I don't wanna complicate things. 469 00:29:44,700 --> 00:29:45,567 - Jack. 470 00:29:47,133 --> 00:29:51,333 Car's around the corner, I couldn't find the damn house. 471 00:29:53,300 --> 00:29:54,767 - This is Alicia. 472 00:29:56,067 --> 00:29:56,933 And James. 473 00:29:58,967 --> 00:29:59,700 Charlotte. 474 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:00,867 - Hi. 475 00:30:00,967 --> 00:30:01,833 Ready? 476 00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:07,667 Go to Daddy. 477 00:30:07,767 --> 00:30:08,633 Good boy. 478 00:30:10,967 --> 00:30:15,133 - God knows you wouldn't want to complicate anything. 479 00:30:36,967 --> 00:30:39,167 (exhales) 480 00:30:49,967 --> 00:30:51,300 - Come on, Alan. 481 00:30:52,400 --> 00:30:55,467 If you were in Victor's place, you'd want to know the truth. 482 00:30:55,567 --> 00:30:57,733 - Bloody hell fire, Lilly. 483 00:30:58,700 --> 00:31:01,767 Have you any idea of the damage you've done? 484 00:31:01,867 --> 00:31:04,667 I mean what possessed you to say such a thing! 485 00:31:04,767 --> 00:31:06,133 - [Lilly] Well then just take me home. 486 00:31:06,233 --> 00:31:07,800 - No, no, no, you're staying. 487 00:31:07,900 --> 00:31:09,467 You face the music. 488 00:31:10,333 --> 00:31:12,133 Something made you say that, Lilly. 489 00:31:12,233 --> 00:31:15,067 It wasn't just the booze talkin'. 490 00:31:18,867 --> 00:31:19,733 All yours. 491 00:31:33,467 --> 00:31:37,700 - The day after we met that time at the pub, I rang. 492 00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:38,633 Remember? 493 00:31:40,167 --> 00:31:44,133 I told you I couldn't bring myself to tell him. 494 00:31:45,633 --> 00:31:47,733 If you felt it was so reprehensible, 495 00:31:47,833 --> 00:31:50,100 why not say something then? 496 00:31:53,800 --> 00:31:56,667 Or were you just biding your time? 497 00:32:00,467 --> 00:32:03,067 For fuck's sake, say something! 498 00:32:10,567 --> 00:32:13,967 I'm not the only one with a secret am I? 499 00:32:15,133 --> 00:32:19,300 Alan doesn't know about Jack and the abortion does he? 500 00:32:20,333 --> 00:32:23,867 That's the reason you can't have children. 501 00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:27,333 As you reap, love. 502 00:32:33,633 --> 00:32:36,067 (door opens) 503 00:32:40,433 --> 00:32:41,600 - You alright? 504 00:32:49,900 --> 00:32:51,767 Victor'll come around. 505 00:32:52,633 --> 00:32:54,333 There's no way he'll lose you. 506 00:32:54,433 --> 00:32:55,633 Either of you. 507 00:32:59,667 --> 00:33:03,067 - In his place, could you come around? 508 00:33:03,133 --> 00:33:05,333 (inhales) 509 00:33:06,433 --> 00:33:08,367 - I'd like to think so. 510 00:33:13,733 --> 00:33:14,600 - Alan. 511 00:33:26,767 --> 00:33:28,800 She doesn't deserve you. 512 00:33:40,900 --> 00:33:42,600 (gasping) 513 00:33:42,700 --> 00:33:45,300 (somber music) 514 00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:57,933 - Can we go home now, please? 515 00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:07,267 - Come on. 516 00:34:21,700 --> 00:34:24,233 (door closes) 517 00:34:30,667 --> 00:34:33,367 (clock ticking) 518 00:34:43,067 --> 00:34:45,767 - I'm looking for a Minister who is dull, 519 00:34:45,867 --> 00:34:50,067 totally loyal, and above all, someone who'll stand by me-- 520 00:34:51,067 --> 00:34:53,067 - Owen's upper right chicks claim 521 00:34:53,100 --> 00:34:54,733 it was their relentless piss take of it 522 00:34:54,833 --> 00:34:56,233 which put us in the scrap heap. 523 00:34:56,333 --> 00:34:57,867 - Thatcher seemed to has seemed to have ride the same beast 524 00:34:57,967 --> 00:34:59,600 without too much trouble. 525 00:34:59,700 --> 00:35:02,967 - She's bulletproof, isn't she? 526 00:35:03,067 --> 00:35:04,600 - Bedtime reading? 527 00:35:10,300 --> 00:35:12,833 (flips pages) 528 00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:16,867 Did you do all this? 529 00:35:16,967 --> 00:35:18,167 - Your mother. 530 00:35:18,267 --> 00:35:19,133 She was, 531 00:35:20,267 --> 00:35:23,200 boring the doctor with it just now. 532 00:35:25,067 --> 00:35:28,700 Anyone who sets foot inside the house gets it. 533 00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:30,800 - [Jack] Your handwriting, Dad. 534 00:35:30,900 --> 00:35:31,700 - Well. 535 00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:34,067 I helped around the edges. 536 00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:42,767 (groans) 537 00:35:43,700 --> 00:35:46,733 - "Vote for us and break the mold of British politics." 538 00:35:46,833 --> 00:35:49,967 "Challenge the tribal factions in Westminster." 539 00:35:50,067 --> 00:35:53,567 - You came quite close there for a while. 540 00:35:53,667 --> 00:35:56,533 It was the first pass the post thing which did for you. 541 00:35:56,633 --> 00:35:58,433 - With the timing. 542 00:35:58,533 --> 00:36:01,733 Which in my cases sucked, as ever. 543 00:36:01,833 --> 00:36:03,533 - Well it's not too late to follow the others, 544 00:36:03,633 --> 00:36:05,967 join the liberal alliance. 545 00:36:06,067 --> 00:36:08,133 - It was a revolution I wanted to be part of, 546 00:36:08,233 --> 00:36:12,433 not some hybrid coalition born out of political necessity. 547 00:36:13,967 --> 00:36:15,200 When the Gang of Four started, 548 00:36:15,300 --> 00:36:18,067 they toyed with the name "The New Labor Party" 549 00:36:18,133 --> 00:36:19,133 did you know that? 550 00:36:19,233 --> 00:36:21,700 (scoffs) They should've gone with it. 551 00:36:21,800 --> 00:36:24,267 If only to show the red cards of Labor, 552 00:36:24,367 --> 00:36:25,867 modernize or die. 553 00:36:26,867 --> 00:36:28,933 - Maybe Labor will have its own 554 00:36:29,067 --> 00:36:30,533 felded revolution. 555 00:36:32,133 --> 00:36:34,167 That's a sort of legacy. 556 00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:41,200 - Perhaps it's a generation thing. 557 00:36:41,300 --> 00:36:44,767 There's just no cause that's worth fighting for now. 558 00:36:44,867 --> 00:36:47,367 You lot did all that for us, didn't you? (scoffs) 559 00:36:47,467 --> 00:36:49,900 - That's a convenient excuse. 560 00:36:53,067 --> 00:36:53,867 Oh Jack. 561 00:36:58,333 --> 00:37:02,067 I think I've worked out what it was all about. 562 00:37:02,100 --> 00:37:04,833 All those years of your sacrificing yourself 563 00:37:04,933 --> 00:37:07,667 on the altar of rebellion. 564 00:37:07,767 --> 00:37:10,367 It wasn't about fighting me, was it? 565 00:37:10,467 --> 00:37:15,067 It was about fighting all of this, waiting for you. 566 00:37:15,133 --> 00:37:17,367 And you were right. 567 00:37:17,467 --> 00:37:20,467 Success isn't the same as succession. 568 00:37:20,567 --> 00:37:23,233 (pensive music) 569 00:37:48,367 --> 00:37:49,233 - Mum? 570 00:37:51,933 --> 00:37:52,800 Mum. 571 00:38:17,733 --> 00:38:19,767 (gasps) 572 00:38:36,867 --> 00:38:37,967 - Sweetheart. 573 00:38:38,967 --> 00:38:39,933 Time to go. 574 00:38:45,267 --> 00:38:46,133 Come on. 575 00:38:55,733 --> 00:38:57,067 (door opens) 576 00:38:57,133 --> 00:38:59,067 - [Emma] Can I watch a video? 577 00:38:59,133 --> 00:39:00,067 - Mhmm. 578 00:39:09,733 --> 00:39:10,567 Victor? 579 00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:39,900 (breathing trembles) 580 00:39:51,500 --> 00:39:54,367 (mournful music) 581 00:39:56,200 --> 00:39:58,367 (crying) 582 00:40:11,067 --> 00:40:12,733 - [Locksmith] Whose property is it? 583 00:40:12,833 --> 00:40:14,267 - She's deceased. 584 00:40:15,167 --> 00:40:16,900 - [Locksmith] Someone's been messing with this. 585 00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:21,167 - That's why we called in the services of a professional. 586 00:40:22,067 --> 00:40:24,767 - I'll need authorization before I can touch it. 587 00:40:24,867 --> 00:40:27,033 - Well, I'm the Executor of her Will. 588 00:40:27,133 --> 00:40:30,733 That's all the authorization that you need. 589 00:40:39,300 --> 00:40:40,167 - ID? 590 00:40:48,633 --> 00:40:49,633 Cup of tea wouldn't go amiss. 591 00:40:49,733 --> 00:40:51,733 Langsing if you have it. 592 00:40:58,833 --> 00:41:00,700 Don't let me keep ya. 593 00:41:04,333 --> 00:41:06,933 (drill buzzes) 594 00:41:29,467 --> 00:41:33,233 - What are we gonna do with the computer? 595 00:41:33,333 --> 00:41:35,667 - That's down to Charlotte. 596 00:41:36,533 --> 00:41:37,400 Right. 597 00:41:41,867 --> 00:41:43,333 It's okay, I can manage. 598 00:41:43,433 --> 00:41:45,667 - No, no, no well, many hands, 599 00:41:45,767 --> 00:41:47,567 et cetera, et cetera. 600 00:41:48,900 --> 00:41:52,067 - So how does one address a viscount? 601 00:41:54,467 --> 00:41:55,900 - Well in a letter it's "Dear Lord", 602 00:41:56,067 --> 00:41:58,200 paradoxically on the envelope, it's "Viscount" 603 00:41:58,300 --> 00:42:01,567 then again on official I'm the "Right Honorable Viscount" 604 00:42:01,667 --> 00:42:03,667 but verbally I'm just plain, 605 00:42:03,767 --> 00:42:04,600 "My Lord". 606 00:42:06,267 --> 00:42:08,200 You'd have a more appropriate mode of address, 607 00:42:08,300 --> 00:42:12,233 hypocrite, being in pole position, I'd imagine. 608 00:42:20,533 --> 00:42:21,467 How's Emma? 609 00:42:25,167 --> 00:42:27,067 - She's in New York. 610 00:42:27,100 --> 00:42:28,600 Research project. 611 00:42:28,700 --> 00:42:29,533 Columbia. 612 00:42:32,500 --> 00:42:33,700 - She and I did meet. 613 00:42:33,800 --> 00:42:35,733 I'm assuming she told you that. 614 00:42:35,833 --> 00:42:37,633 Summer of '05, she'd have been... 615 00:42:37,733 --> 00:42:38,600 - 23. 616 00:42:39,867 --> 00:42:41,200 - Yeah. 617 00:42:41,300 --> 00:42:42,167 I mean. 618 00:42:42,967 --> 00:42:44,600 Her initiative, 619 00:42:44,700 --> 00:42:46,400 she made it very clear from the start, 620 00:42:46,500 --> 00:42:48,400 coffee, not lunch or dinner. 621 00:42:48,500 --> 00:42:50,867 Just the one meeting, not looking for anything ongoing. 622 00:42:50,967 --> 00:42:53,600 She asked me a load of questions about my family, 623 00:42:53,700 --> 00:42:55,933 my sons, her half-brothers, 624 00:42:56,067 --> 00:42:58,567 about how Charlie and I had... 625 00:43:03,100 --> 00:43:03,967 Yeah well. 626 00:43:05,733 --> 00:43:07,067 That was it. 627 00:43:07,133 --> 00:43:09,533 She thanked me for my time, shook my hand and left. 628 00:43:09,633 --> 00:43:11,833 No recriminations, no reproaches about 629 00:43:11,933 --> 00:43:14,367 how I'd failed as a father. 630 00:43:14,467 --> 00:43:17,867 In fact a triumph of nurture over nature. 631 00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:26,767 - Perhaps you both failed her. 632 00:43:28,633 --> 00:43:30,867 - [Alan] Safe's open guys! 633 00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,900 - [Jack] She was carrying your picture in her wallet. 634 00:43:41,067 --> 00:43:45,200 Which is a damn sight more than what my kids do with mine. 635 00:43:59,833 --> 00:44:00,800 - So. 636 00:44:02,233 --> 00:44:04,067 Premium bonds. 637 00:44:04,100 --> 00:44:05,067 Bank stuff. 638 00:44:06,067 --> 00:44:08,433 Oh, title deeds to the flat. 639 00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:10,667 Copy of. 640 00:44:10,767 --> 00:44:12,600 - [Jay] When was it she bought the flat? 641 00:44:12,700 --> 00:44:14,067 - [Alan] '93 was it? 642 00:44:14,100 --> 00:44:15,433 - No end of '90, I made a deal with her 643 00:44:15,533 --> 00:44:17,600 when the first bank dropped out. 644 00:44:17,700 --> 00:44:18,733 - Oh my god. 645 00:44:20,967 --> 00:44:24,600 She had a brother called Connor didn't she? 646 00:44:30,733 --> 00:44:32,333 - [Alan] Christ. 647 00:44:32,433 --> 00:44:33,967 - "Dear Orla". 648 00:44:34,067 --> 00:44:35,500 From her mum. 649 00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:36,567 Dated 1973. 650 00:44:38,067 --> 00:44:41,100 "In this circumstances, your father and I 651 00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:43,567 "do not think it appropriate that you come 652 00:44:43,667 --> 00:44:45,933 "to your brother's funeral. 653 00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:51,633 "Connor told us that he came to you for..." 654 00:44:51,733 --> 00:44:54,367 Something "sanctuary in London. 655 00:44:55,767 --> 00:45:00,067 "That you sent him away, that you chose your friends 656 00:45:01,233 --> 00:45:03,600 "over your flesh and blood." 657 00:45:11,233 --> 00:45:12,100 Oh my god. 658 00:45:13,533 --> 00:45:14,667 - Let me see. 659 00:45:22,067 --> 00:45:23,867 - "I just hope they never turn their backs on you 660 00:45:23,967 --> 00:45:27,533 "when you need them, as you did on Connor. 661 00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:31,400 "As far as your father and I are concerned, 662 00:45:31,500 --> 00:45:34,133 "they're your family now, Orla. 663 00:45:36,767 --> 00:45:38,867 "We want no part of you." 664 00:45:51,333 --> 00:45:54,233 - I didn't know he'd ever been to the flat, did you? 665 00:45:54,333 --> 00:45:55,533 - Someone did. 666 00:45:57,700 --> 00:46:00,500 I can't remember if it was him. 667 00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:03,133 - But she was always on the phone to her family, wasn't she? 668 00:46:03,233 --> 00:46:04,433 Do you remember? 669 00:46:04,533 --> 00:46:08,633 And then those phone calls and the visits home just stopped. 670 00:46:10,500 --> 00:46:14,567 - And we never thought to ask why, did we? 671 00:46:14,667 --> 00:46:16,100 We never gave it a second thought. 672 00:46:16,200 --> 00:46:18,567 - We're not mind readers. 673 00:46:18,667 --> 00:46:20,833 She didn't confide in us, did she? 674 00:46:20,933 --> 00:46:22,833 - If the IRA were after him, 675 00:46:22,933 --> 00:46:24,867 she'd have thought that put us at risk. 676 00:46:24,967 --> 00:46:27,633 Given what happened to him, she was right. 677 00:46:27,733 --> 00:46:29,400 - She made the right choice. 678 00:46:29,500 --> 00:46:30,900 - For us or her? 679 00:46:36,767 --> 00:46:40,867 - [Jack] There's no booze in the place, is there? 680 00:46:55,700 --> 00:46:56,733 What's next? 681 00:47:05,933 --> 00:47:07,267 - Here, hang on. 682 00:47:08,367 --> 00:47:12,067 "To Orla, from the gang on your retirement, 683 00:47:14,733 --> 00:47:16,667 "with love and respect. 684 00:47:21,633 --> 00:47:23,067 "November 2010." 685 00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:28,967 - [Jack] Is there anything to play this on? 686 00:47:31,533 --> 00:47:33,800 (applause) 687 00:47:35,133 --> 00:47:37,967 - [Man] So class is charged, guys. 688 00:47:38,067 --> 00:47:42,233 And this is just a little something from everyone. 689 00:47:43,067 --> 00:47:44,433 - Oh. 690 00:47:44,533 --> 00:47:45,800 Oh my goodness! 691 00:47:48,833 --> 00:47:50,700 Oh, that's beautiful. 692 00:47:50,800 --> 00:47:51,700 I don't know what to say. 693 00:47:51,800 --> 00:47:52,700 (applause) 694 00:47:52,800 --> 00:47:54,467 - [Audience] Speech, speech! 695 00:47:54,567 --> 00:47:55,433 Go on! 696 00:48:01,500 --> 00:48:02,533 - There's a, 697 00:48:04,067 --> 00:48:05,533 a forest in Japan, 698 00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:10,200 so vast it's the size of a small ocean. 699 00:48:10,300 --> 00:48:14,067 And it's so dense, no compass can work there. 700 00:48:17,167 --> 00:48:20,067 They call it the Sea of Trees. 701 00:48:20,167 --> 00:48:24,333 And for generations, people in trouble have gone there, 702 00:48:25,300 --> 00:48:26,700 well in despair. 703 00:48:28,067 --> 00:48:29,600 To end their lives. 704 00:48:31,433 --> 00:48:34,133 Only sometimes they're uncertain 705 00:48:35,667 --> 00:48:37,800 about what they intend doing, so 706 00:48:37,900 --> 00:48:40,300 they leave markers on trees, 707 00:48:41,733 --> 00:48:44,567 in case they chance their mind and 708 00:48:44,667 --> 00:48:47,067 want to find their way home. 709 00:48:47,100 --> 00:48:51,333 And I think our job as therapists is like that. 710 00:48:51,433 --> 00:48:53,233 We're like compasses. 711 00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:56,733 People come to us in despair, 712 00:48:56,833 --> 00:48:57,700 and we try 713 00:49:00,633 --> 00:49:04,067 and help them find their way through it. 714 00:49:04,167 --> 00:49:06,300 Make peace with the past. 715 00:49:07,900 --> 00:49:11,767 And so if I have succeeded, even just once, 716 00:49:11,867 --> 00:49:12,800 in doing that. 717 00:49:12,900 --> 00:49:13,833 Then, well. 718 00:49:16,067 --> 00:49:17,467 I really think our job, 719 00:49:17,567 --> 00:49:19,200 is a job well done. 720 00:49:22,633 --> 00:49:24,367 So, thank you. 721 00:49:24,467 --> 00:49:25,233 - [Man] Oh that's lovely. 722 00:49:25,333 --> 00:49:28,067 (applause) 723 00:49:28,133 --> 00:49:29,667 To Orla. 724 00:49:29,767 --> 00:49:31,100 - [All] To Orla. 725 00:49:59,300 --> 00:50:00,167 - To Orla. 726 00:50:01,700 --> 00:50:02,667 - [Charlotte] Orla. 727 00:50:02,767 --> 00:50:04,233 - [Alan] To Orla. 728 00:50:05,667 --> 00:50:06,500 - To Orla. 729 00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:34,567 - She did it for me, you know. 730 00:50:34,667 --> 00:50:36,600 Buying this flat. 731 00:50:36,700 --> 00:50:38,567 So if I ever got sick, 732 00:50:40,567 --> 00:50:43,600 I'd always have a roof over my head. 733 00:50:47,067 --> 00:50:49,600 Two years later I met someone. 734 00:50:52,033 --> 00:50:54,833 I upped sticks to Ember with him. 735 00:50:56,500 --> 00:50:58,700 Without a backward glance. 736 00:51:04,900 --> 00:51:06,833 - What was it she said? 737 00:51:08,233 --> 00:51:11,700 "Hindsight is knowing where you've been, 738 00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:14,833 "foresight is knowing where you're going." 739 00:51:14,933 --> 00:51:19,067 - [Jay] "Insight is knowing you've gone too far." 740 00:51:19,867 --> 00:51:24,067 - Well maybe that should come under hindsight, too. 741 00:51:33,533 --> 00:51:35,867 Have you had any thoughts about 742 00:51:35,967 --> 00:51:37,767 scattering the ashes? 743 00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:43,867 (dramatic piano music) 744 00:53:19,533 --> 00:53:20,800 - Just a minte. 745 00:53:23,567 --> 00:53:25,267 - Where's that going? 746 00:53:25,367 --> 00:53:26,467 - It's going in the games room. 747 00:53:26,567 --> 00:53:27,267 - Oh yeah? 748 00:53:27,367 --> 00:53:29,900 - See if I can improve my aim. 749 00:53:32,367 --> 00:53:35,267 - Let's not leave it so long next time. 750 00:53:35,367 --> 00:53:36,767 - [Jay] Seconded. 751 00:54:02,767 --> 00:54:03,933 (hopeful guitar music) 752 00:54:04,067 --> 00:54:05,067 - Soon, yes? 753 00:54:47,067 --> 00:54:47,900 - Charlie. 754 00:54:50,067 --> 00:54:51,967 I go to Washington tomorrow. 755 00:54:52,067 --> 00:54:53,767 A human rights case. 756 00:54:53,867 --> 00:54:56,767 But I'll be back within a fortnight. 757 00:54:56,867 --> 00:54:58,567 Maybe we could, 758 00:54:58,667 --> 00:55:00,433 have lunch sometime? 759 00:55:04,467 --> 00:55:06,333 - My cup runneth over. 760 00:55:24,667 --> 00:55:27,933 (hopeful guitar music)